Wednesday, August 31, 2011


Today is not so good.
I went to work only to come home not feeling well. I put my symptoms down to working at Westfield. I very rarely get colds or tummy bugs but saying that have had a head cold for 8 weeks and now a tummy bug. Rested all afternoon and don't expect to do much tomorrow. Shopping center air conditioning has a lot to answer to I think.
Why is it that when youn feel so terrible you still see the floor that needs vaccuming and have a feeling of guilt?

My type is in blue as thats how i feel. Blue is not a blue color. It is a calm and restful color. When  say I feel blue I actually feel more like grey or brown. I do like the color blue..

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

New start

I have had trouble updating my chezloveslife blog so today I started a fresh. My new blog Chezziegirl is for me to journal my days.
I turned 50, 12 days ago and it's not old.
Today I was duty manager at Madcap Cafe Geelong where I work.
I felt we had a good day.
After work I went and watched my Boys Geoff & Gregg play Dodgeball. Yes it's a real game and it is so good.
On my way home from there I listened to Focus on the Family and heard a story on Melissa Ohden. An Abortion Attempt Survivor. One totally amazing Story.
As i look at the ultrasound picture of my 13 week Grand Baby I see life is totally amazing, 7 cm long and we can see the mouth, hands, feet. It is a tiny baby. A living being.